I never thought getting your heart broken for the first time would feel like this. For some reason i trusted HIM too much, i felt safe when in reality i wasn't at all. I've never been that close to the someone of the opposite sex before. He seemed to be everything i was looking for. I thought i did my research on him. Britt, Jess, and Ms Julie all said he was safe, and good for me. His friends even like me more than her, they hated her! even though he hurt me first, more than ever i want him to come back. I had no idea how big of a rebound i was to him. I want to know what's going on in his head. There really could be a good reason as to why he did what he did. Here's a couple:

1. I might have seemed too goof for him and he got scared.
2. I was just a rebound who will become just a good friend.
3. He might have had pity for me because of my dating past
4. He still is hooked on her and tried to move on too fast
5. He cares for me more than he thought and that scared him.
6. In the end he hurt me now to save me from more pain later.

These all seem like they could be possible but it would be nice to know the real thing. I've noticed he's an emotional guy but not over the top, at least he knows he was having problems.